Difficult day....

Today was a difficult day for us. For some reason I was so frustrated with the situation we are in. Of course I want so badly to be "normal", although I know what we are doing is going to be worth it for the baby... it is just hard to try to still be able to do things with Kenna.

Our day usually consists of me working some in the morning, disney movies, dora, little einsteins, mickey mouse, etc, lunch, naptime, more working, etc. We read and play on the floor sometimes. Today we colored MANY pictures and baked chocolate chip cookies, but getting too much into activities makes me feel like I'm not following instructions and "resting" like I should be......

Another thing that really bothered me is that it was nice out today. I wanted to take Kenna out to play but she wants to be picked up to be put in the swing, up and down, up and down, wants to run down the sidewalk, etc. Things that I just can't do with her. Makes me feel sad........

Good quote from Aunt Di! Thanks! ~~ "Colossians 1:11-13"May you be made strong with all the strength that comes from his glorious power, and may you be prepared to endure everything with patience, while joyfully giving thanks to the Father, who has enabled you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the light..."